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maaru ([personal profile] maaru) wrote2006-04-12 04:59 am
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Thank you for all the 'Happy Birthdays"! And Grotesque dreams

To all those who greeted me on my birthday, THANK YOU! I love you all,

guys, and it makes me feel all warm and squishy on the inside.Makes you wonder why I'm Posting at 4 am in the morning...Because I'm awake and can't seem to go back to sleep. Anyway I had another one of my strange and fucked up dreams, and most likely I'm filing it off for another surreal drawing. Like the heart-in-a-box incident.

I was sitting around on the floor for a 'final presentation' for some class, I think, waiting for a professor and talking with my classmates. (While sitting there I could swear that one of the guys sitting on a computer chair nearby listening in on our conversation was a random Seiyuu/Burimyu person, someone with a nice, rich laugh. I remember 'em by their voices.)

The professor came and told us that we could talk to her one-by-one about any topic in particular, as long as it was related to people and that we include some props or other. Most of the other people presented some lame stuff, like childish drawings or ran around blowing bubbles as some metapor or something. When I was my turn I....promptly took out a plastic bag from my backpack containing two human fetuses. They were attached to each other, one was dead while the other was still alive. I was sure of it since the living one was warm and pulsated regularly in its sac, the dead one was clammy, cold and wrinkled. I talked to the teacher with one in each hand, umbilical cord in the middle. Something about how the dead fetus will eventually be absorbed by the living one before it gets born. When I'm done the prof nods and I tie off the fetuses into another plastic bag. As I slid it into my backpack, the last thing I touch is the living one's head, and I could feel it moving. I hope it doesn't get crushed inside my backpack.

Some random guy from the class approached me afterwards about it,saying something like, "..that was real good, you did better than me, of course I didn't have a couple of fetuses to show off to the teacher.." The entire time he's saying this, I am contemplating the possibility of finding a surrogate to keep the baby alive or give birth to it. I could feel the faint heartbeat through the fabric of the bag.

 "Hey, are you listening to me?" I look up, slightly confused, because I had drifted off from the conversation. "I was saying, " he continued, "is, are they YOURS? The fetuses, I mean." I frown, "Not quite sure." Anyway, I wave him off because I had to go, and the rest of the dream dwindled into something random about naked women running amok in a garden and scaring little kids. Note that there is a 60% probability that I'm male in my dreams, but this one counts as one of the unknown 40%.

Found a 7/7 notation in one of Kubo's colored drawings. I gotta fangirl... there should be an autotext command that says /fangirl and the stuff just shows up.  New Bleach OP, Tonight Tonight Tonight video is HOT. Urahara's designer (Kubo blend) pants FTW! XD Too bad I still have to hear the song coz the computer at the net cafe didn't have speakers. And its too bad the last shot is so blatantly that supposedly main couple. But who cares? The OP might be for the filler arc and there's the obligatory Bountou appearance, but it rocks to the good old Asterisk OP days that scream Stylish. Stylish, stylish, stylish. And who could resist all those beautiful men and women in casual clothes Byakuya, Yoruichi, Hitsugaya, Ikkaku &^F% O_O

As for bleach 222: Is that a....tail? Ooooooh. The part where Ichigo smiles and comments "not bad" is priceless. Maybe I should get my paws on the raw to see what he really said. And Orihime's in character again, Yay! I detect an Ichi/Ori moment... Must finish... fanart... It's my birthday present to myself. X3


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